Rejuvenation!

I feel so good. I feel so unlike I ever have before. It's a carefree feeling. I focus even further on my studies than you would ever know. A very select few of you matter to me anymore. All others have corrupt themselves with the extreme impurities of the world. And you know what? I don't care anymore.

I used to.

I used to care about my own impurities. Although I rather think the correct word would be "imperfections." Well I don't think it was so much that I cared about them. I liked them a little bit. I just judged myself too harshly. (And I still do.)

I do and I also do not know why I feel differently now. I do know that I feel better because I stopped caring about most things in life, except my own faith. I do not know why I do not care. I am almost ashamed that I don't care anymore. But not really.

Regardless, I feel so fresh now. I wake up to the natural shaded light and just lay there without a fear or a worry or a thought even. Just feeling. Feeling everything around me, especially the sun's rays. I like to feel. I just wish I knew how to put my "feelings" into a word.

This is good. I like me.