What an eventful month. Lose one, gain one, lose one, gain one.
I don't remember who it was, but someone told me not to worry about relationship problems because every relationship is going to end at sometime or another, no matter what.
My life is so intense right now, I work, I go to school, I experience life with the friends that I love more than they could imagine. Except the school aspect is slipping.
I feel happy, I feel alive, I feel like I know what I want. I also feel like there's a little poisonous plant growing in the pit of my stomach, but if I take the right precautions, I can kill it off now. My life at this point is figuring out what those precautions are so I don't let the poison spread throughout my body.
Additionally, I feel uncomfortable and squemish in my body. My legs are such a burden, I'm so close to just chopping them off.
Wow... I don't know how I would live without my legs.
I do(n't) know what to do with myself!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
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I'm proud of you, Erika. -Cory
You have to kill the plant now, maybe you're feeling lazy, afraid, confused, a lack of meaning in a certian area of your life. You have tha ability to make habits, be ethical, stay strong. I love and believe in you.
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